Chocolate and self love

The thing I struggle most with in self love is chocolate.

Not your run of the mill chocolate but my local bakery’s amazing brownies that have just the right amount of gooey-ness.

Now, from what I’ve read in self love you have to treat yourself.

But conversely it also counts as self love to take care of your body and make healthy choices.

So, where the heck do scrumptious brownies lie?

They’re definitely not healthy for me and they hinder my goal of losing flabbiness but then again maybe I need to treat myself as I have been working hard all week.

But, is that just self sabotage talking?

Would listening to that voice mean caving to indiscipline?

Woe is me,

And this uncertainty,

A delicious brownie,

Drives me crazy.

Perhaps it’s a sign of my conditioning that I seek the hard and fast rule and don’t do well with blurred lines?