Are you moving through time under the assumption that you will eventually reach a problem free stage in life?
I definitely was and still am.
I haven’t fully broken free of the dream that there is a peaceful Nirvana on the horizon waiting for me.
Maybe it’s the notion of heaven that’s been bandied around for centuries that’s at the root of all this fantasizing?
Who knows.
What I find fascinating is the idea that the unconscious has been feeding fantasies into my mind for years unbeknownst to me.
