So there's this super fancy apartment that is doing a lottery like game. You buy a ticket for $10 and you could win the apartment. The sellers expect so many people to buy tickets that they will make more money than if they sold to one person. So, you buy the ticket and you go … Continue reading Self-inflicted pain →

I think there are many forms of perfectionism. Including the vision of a perfectly productive day. Take for example you're leaving the house to donate clothes to the charity shop and just as you're leaving, the thought enters your mind that you should also take the empty bottles to the new deposit return scheme. Oh … Continue reading Perfect productivity →

"In the park I will be peaceful." Therefore I've got to finish up early and rush to the park to get as much peace as possible. Which only aggravates you more when there are any delays or unexpected obstacles at all. And if you are so hindered that you don't get to the park at … Continue reading Peaceful in the park →

I was never someone who loved Halloween. I've always been a Christmas man myself. But as an adult I appreciate a house that goes all out for Halloween. It tells me the people inside are fun people. Not one of those grumps who will tell you it's a chance for kids to rot their teeth. … Continue reading Halloween house →

The conversation was passing me by.Which I didn't mind, it was a table of 9 and I prefer not to address more than 2 people at once.Then all of a sudden there is a lull in the conversation as the chatty folk seem to have run out of things to say.And I get asked a … Continue reading Conversation gap filler →

Drawing in the park - once you silence the voice that's desperate for the output to look good, it becomes a peaceful mindful exercise.It's no longer about competence and more about enjoying yourself and imprinting your personality on the page.Do you like quick and strong lines or are you someone who meticulously captures every detail?Is … Continue reading Drawing in the park →

Watched the start of 'Chad Powers' and I felt an overwhelming sense of exhaustion. It was only two episodes and the amount of lying required did not feel worth it to me. I felt a strong urge for Russ to go to therapy and deal with his demons or just be open and honest about … Continue reading Chad’s lies →

The recipe for squashing excitement: - It's out of your control - Continuous hoop jumping - No end in sight

The old lady in front of you is slow moving and getting confused with the ticket machine and despite your frustration you say to yourself this is a good opportunity to practice patience. Then you get to your car and the owner of the neighbouring car is also arriving just ahead of you. For some … Continue reading Patience limits →

I think it's a very adult realization to see how fragile the world really is. That couple that convinced you soulmates are a real thing, they're breaking up. Why? Because no relationship is impenetrable. That guy you played with as a kid, who was unbelievably talented and had so much potential - he didn't make … Continue reading Fragile world →