Not a lack of ideas

It's not that I don't have anything to say, it's that what I have to say doesn't sound good. It's not a lack of ideas, it's a fear of failure. If I could come to terms with being bad or imperfect and be ok with that then I would be fine.

Mind guard

To paraphrase and build on a Jim Rohn quote... Stand guard at the door of your mind. Be steadfast and keep your aim true, for there are deadly foes incessantly trying to penetrate your armour. Your mood is too precious to slacken your grip or let vigilance slip.

Salvation effort

I think more important than whether you believe salvation is possible, is, are you willing to put in the effort?I've heard of couples divorcing simply because they had gone too far. Neither was up for the many many tough conversations it would take to get back on track.